It was a cheesy poof kind of day.
It’s Day 28 and my intermittent fasting game is strong. But let me tell you, today has been a doozy. I have been having trouble getting paid from one of my jobs. I was in a big email exchange all morning and the person with whom I was interacting was just *not getting* what I was saying. I was intensely frustrated. That combined with a lack of patience (due to the arrival of my friend and yours, the Period) made for an irritating morning. And that upsets me even more because I pride myself in being patient. All this made me want to EAT! So let me tell you, when my alarm went off saying that my 16 hour fast had been completed, I dove right into some Cheetos cheesy poof things that were laying around the office. It’s probably the ultimate Frankenfood, but I don’t even feel bad. My eating window is open, I am letting myself have them, and I know I will get over it soon.
An old Juliana would have felt guilty about the cheesy poofs, and then she would have used her spare change to get chocolate bars from the vending machine, and then should would have stopped by McDonald’s on the way to job number two, and then should would have ordered a pizza when she got home late tonight, and then she would have eaten poorly the rest of the week because there was leftover pizza the next day, and then she would have eaten her way back to 366 pounds (my highest weight) before 2018 arrived. Exhausting, isn’t it?
But not today! Having the cheesy poofs is so mild in comparison to what the damage could be.
Since last checking in, I did another extended fast of almost 4 days this time! It was a great experience. I was empowered. I share more extensive details in my YouTube video. Take a look here! I can’t wait to plan for the next one. However, since I really should keep this 100 Days of Fasting experiment consistent, I will continue with Intermittent Fasting for a full 30 days before I try something else. That will take us to November 3rd.
In grocery news, there was a sale on grass fed beef at the grocery store the other day and I went NUTS and bought about 10 different cuts of meat. My social anxiety kicked up a notch when they weren’t ringing up correctly at the register, but another part of me was like, “You *will* sell this to me at the right price or I demand to speak to your manager!” Hahahaha – thankfully it didn’t get to that though and everything worked out just fine.
What have I been eating lately, you ask? Steak on salad, guacamole, handfuls of nuts, a yummy little mixture of almond butter and coconut oil at night (some times with a bit of cacao powder and stevia), dark chocolate squares with coconut oil, chicken thighs and cauliflower rice, pork rinds, a single serving of gelato with chocolate chips (not eating from the whole carton is big!), cucumber salad, sweet potatoes and butter, salmon steaks on salad, prosciutto wrapped around cheese, and more! Delicious, satisfying meals, all consumed within an 8-hour window or less.
I feel fabulous, friends. Oh, and I am down at least one size in pants! Let’s just get through this irritating day, huh? You all have a great one! I am going to finish my cheesy poofs.
Take care and Practice Peaceful Thinking,
justjuliana